These images have been in my head for a while and have finally been produced to share. I was influence by The Red Hot Chili Peppers in the beginning by the song Porcelain.I have placed the link for you to read. http://www.lyricsfreak.com/r/red+hot+chili+peppers/porcelain_20114743.html It is a must if you want to understand why the image is the way it is. Also it was some what in a way influenced by Alanis’ song Everything. http://www.songmeanings.net/songs/view/3530822107858492169/ On the itunes album she talks about why she made the song. What I took from it was learning how to accept every part of yourself. I have been extremely happy and productive one day and the next the tables have turned and I can cry all day. For a while there it was bad. I was so lost and to a certain extent I still am. I don’t know exactly what I am doing with my life, but hey, who does!? I am learning to take things as they come and just live life. It has saved me so much stress and anger.
One day I will meet Ellen and The Red Hot Chili Peppers.
So for those of you who do not know. I’ve been stuck in a rut lately. It’s been terrible. One of the worst things I’ve had to go through and mostly because the only person that can get me out is me. I’ve had some help well not some TONS of help from my love D. Some very good friends who have been supportive and have always been there to critique or just listen in the wee hours of the night. Anyway I had to wake up at the crack of dawn this morning to go to work after a night full of nightmares. I didn’t get any sleep, and on top of that I am not a morning person. Red Hot Chili Peppers came to the rescue. Now I always listen to the Red Hot Chili Peppers, but today I actually listened. This great idea hit me through a song. It had everything to do with what I’ve been going through. Expect some work coming soon. I will not tell what song, but it will come soon. I can’t stop thinking about it. IT’S AWESOME! Thank you Red Hot Chili Peppers! =)